November 1

Happy Halloween! Well, Not quite, but you know what I mean. In my past posts, I haven't been in such a down mood but these past few weeks haven't been the greatest. I'm not gunna lie. I've been involved in more gossip and high-school/facebook/friend drama than you can imagine. Yeah, I realise that "it's just high-school drama and after high-school nothing matters anymore." But, everything seems so big right now. So, I've come to the conclusion (now that most of it has calmed down a bit) that high-school is only for you to build and base your opinions and critical thinking skills. High-school is a blessing in disguise. Imagine if we never had school. Imagine how we'd never grow in maturity level or learn to work with others. If we didn't have school, we'd be living in a world full of tall 5 year olds.

So, on a lighter note, I'm almost caught up on my homework, all the drama has settled down and I'm starting to get shifts again at McDonald's. Oh - I work at McDonald's by the way. For the past 3 weeks, they hadn't given me a shift until I put myself on call. I think it's ridiculous how they just don't care until they realise they're really desparate and need someone to come in. My favorite managers are leaving.. And, soon, I will be too. Next weekend, I plan to hand out a few resumes here and there and hope for a new job. I like SOME of the people at McDonald's, but the work load, the pay and the unconsistant hours aren't my style. I need a job that will schedule me regularily and pay better. I don't think I can take this job much further.

I've started to eliminate my friends. One, by, one. And, it sounds like a terrible thing to do, but, when it needs to be done, it needs to be done. Actually, these "friends" were never really my friends, but rather "buddies." Don't get me wrong, a few of these "buddies" are alright, but, when they start to disrespect you and just drag you down, it's time to part with these buddies.

And, yes, it's all high-school drama. Yes, I'll lose most of my friends after I graduate. Yes, I'll never have the PERFECT job. Yes, high-school is a blessing in disguise.